Harlow!!

Hvn't updated in a while....hv been bz bz bz with mission prep and training... =)

Went to the Red Cross Home for the Intellectually Disabled last week... was really apprehensive before we went there.... i'm actually pretty scared of pple who r intellectually disabled coz i felt that they won't be able to control their actions...so they'll drool and stuff...and they'll smell bad... or u dunno wat they'll do 2 u.... Was jus praying 4 od 2 gimme His heart of compassion and love 4 His pple...
When we got there i didn't noe how 2 act ard them....my heart was thumping... i didn't wanna seem like i was treating them as exhibits...so i plastered a big smile on my face and went ard...tried 2 talk 2 them... some of them didn't or cldn't respond.... i didn't noe wat 2 do...so i juz kept smiling.... =)
Most of the gals stayed at the 3rd floor coz that's where the female residents r...talked 2 some of them.....it wasn't ez....but it was gd experience... =)
i ended up in the activity rm (where they undergo physio therapy)...spent 1/2 the time there...hee....think it was escapism...but i tried 2 talk 2 the residents who were there... managed 2 speak 2 the therapist there as well...

Really felt tt my heart's so small u noe....juz wished my heart's bigger...so tt i can give more love 2 the residents...
I actually felt a burden in my heart...had the intention 2 go back 2 do volunteer work...or visit them once a week or smthg...

My Love Laos team (Tham - our leader, Vic - our money person, Jim Jim - the monkey man, Anne, Grace, Joshua and moi) spent quite a bit of time bonding over food...heh... we're so slack u noe! we'll take breaks every 15 mins! haha!
Anyway we'll b leaving on Fri (5th Dec) 4 Laos...do keep us in ur prayers k? Pray tt we'll keep our focus on God, tt we'll learn 2 love one another with God's love, 2 love the Laotians as well... Basically Laos is a closed ctry so we can't proclaim our faith or evangelize in public...so we'll do it thru our actions! =) Really looking 4ward 2 the trip!
We'll b back on 13th Dec!!

Was really touched when i saw each youth bring their bottles out yest....offerings 2 God...2 His pple...
I guess this is also an expression of servanthood...serving God and His pple....

Counted the offerings....am so proud of them!!! they gave so willingly...so generously... =)
Thank u 4 ur BIG hearts!! thank u 4 taking tt BIG step of faith! thank u 4 ur commitment!

Collections from the missions fund raising flea mkt r really gd as well.... the adults esp, r really supportive of it.... buying food..and more food...and more food... =)

God is faithful!! =)

Yest...

Was a long day...pretty draining...conducted the "talk" with major help frm Dudley...had a quick lunch...and the 1st missions training session thereafter...did some stuff in the office...went off at abt 5.30...

Went 2 meet Jasmin!!!! she's finally back!!! yeah!!! met her at abt 6 at HV...had coffee and sinful oreo cheesecake at Breko...met Carole there as well... =) had a pretty gd time catching up...went hm at ard 8...

Was gonna meet her 2day as well but i was 2 lazy 2 step outta the house...heh...prob gonna meet her anyway...she doesn't mind coming 2 Westmall...hehe...

Lazy Mon afternoon....gd weather...pretty cloudy....gd time 2 take a nice nap........ =)

Brought the gals frm Henderson out 4 lunch and a movie...
Watched Cold Creek Manor....predictable ending...but pretty gd nevertheless... and Stephen Dorff is eye candy! =)

Watched Are You Hot? on channel 5...was it on Mon nite?...
Had a great time ogling @ the guys...esp the one with the 8-pack....woah!

Okie okie....sorrie...hormones raging.... =p

Can't believe All Blacks lost 2 the Wallabies!! it's so disappointing! thot they wld pick themselves up after losing the Rugby World Cup 2 England the last time...but i guess they juz went downhill frm there...

So frustrating... and P. Ian had 2 rub it in on Sun...so many times!! he practically took the salt and rub the wound inside out and then run a knife thru it and dig ard a few more times b4 he stopped... =p

Tho i didn't managed 2 catch the match coz....y ah?......oh yah...went 2 JB 2 do my hair...heh....
and the hairdresser with a name i can't pronounce till this day...she cut my hair (which was 2 short 4 my liking- a bit 2 wild 4 me lah...now old already...cannot look 2 wild)....i like the colour tho... =)
Moo wanted the same base colour as mine...but it didn't turn out v well coz his hair's 2 black....hehe...but u cld c a tinge of bown if u look carefully.... =P
Spent RM230 4 it (juz my hair)..cut, colour, highlight, treatment...not bad lah...we thot the price was a bit steep but later the gal msged him 2 explain y it was more expensive than the last time...and she offered give us a free hair mask the next time we go...hee...
Spent all our money on our hair and had no money left 2 shop...so sad rite?

Learnt the new camp dance on Sun...haha...was fun! =) cool moves....cool song!! very nice! can't wait 4 the rest of the youths 2 c it this Sun..hehe...

The missions training and prep's starting on Sun...and i hv yet 2 do anything...oops!....sorrie Tham!
Oh! Thnx Tham 4 changing my blog skin 4 me...heh...now everyone can c my entries properly...yeah!
okie...back 2 missions...really looking 4ward 2 it....we hv a dynamic team and think we'll hv a gd time in Laos... =) Sorrie 4 the boo-boo guys...can't stop over in Bangkok 4 a shopping trip 4 a few days b4 we come back... =p

I still can't post fotos on my blog!! i've uploaded them on geocities but i can't seem 2 b able 2 post my pics here...y ah?... help!!

All the best 2 u guys who r mugging 4 the exams!!! esp 2 my Laos team - Tham, Jim Jim, Grace, Joshua and Anne!! u guys r in our prayers!!

Counting down: 4 more days 2 Jasmin's arrival back 2 sunny sg!! yeah!

Sat...

Had BS with Carole n Ting @ 3pm...was pretty gd...
Missed the match betw NZ n South Africa...sigh

Went back 4 the JI closing dinner... JI's gonna merge with OI and the new sch will b called....r u ready 4 this?...
THE MILLENNIA INSTITUTE!!! how cheesy is tt??!!
Missed the match btw Australia n Scotland...sigh...
Anyway...had a pretty gd time... =) sang the sch song 4 the last time...did the kokomo...well...tried 2...heh...and then went 4 teh tarik with Jud, Gladys, Lala, Yat and Idris...

Sun...

Went hm after missions lunch with AL, Amanda, Reuben, Ori, Tham and P. Ian...were discussing abt the missions prep... Lunch was @ Transview Country Club - the place with the most fantastic fish & chips! haha... AL made me a new convert...heh...

Was watching Rugby World Cup the whole day... nice!! hvn't watched rugby in the longest time!! can't wait 2 c All Blacks trash the Wallabies this Sat! ha! but gonna go JB with Moo...sigh...nvm lah...maybe we'll go earlier and get back in time 4 the match... =p
Think the finals is gonna b betw NZ and England again... hope NZ will win this time...they were trashed so badly the last time...

Was on the fone with Moo till 4am...shiok! hvn't been hving late nite conversations with him in a while...prob abt 2 mths?

Mon...

Went 2 watch 15 with Vic and Tham.. it's so funny! but sad at the same time... it's ez 2 forget tt the boys r only 15...
The slashing wrist scene looks totally real...i didn't think much when the boy was juz cutting himself with the penknife...but when he started digging his flesh i got squeamish...

My innate Ah-Lian instinct kicked in when i saw the scene where the ah-bengs called their fellow gang members 2 back them up when they got beaten up by the RI boys (the English-speaking punks)... i still think it's really cool 2 hv ur whole gang back u up and beat up the guys who beat u up...
Loyalty....brotherhood man!! =)
My god-bro used 2 b part of a gang in sec sch and i've always wanted 2 juz call him and get him 2 bring his fellow gang members 2 beat up some gal/guy i hv a prob with... haha...so Lian rite? guess wat...i still hv my Sonia Rykiel bag frm my ah-lian days...hehe...

Went hm after the movie 2 watch Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory...heh...it's one of the old movies with singing tt Aunty Laura burned 4 me... =) It's so exciting 2 c wat u hv read and imagined coming 2 life on screen - the chocolate river, the Oompa-Loompas, the glass elevator, the chewing gum which taste like a 3-course dinner... how cool is tt? =)

2day...

Finally got my baptism and confirmation pics developed... =) v nice! Thnx Tham!
I was on 106 on my way hm when i realized i had 4gotten 2 send my pics 2 the photo shop...so i alighted 2 take a bus (189) back 2 Clementi....they told me the fotos will b ready in an hr's time...so i took 106 2 WestMall, jalan jalan a bit, bought my dinner frm Delifrance, got stopped by 3 gals frm CCC who were doing street E, took 106 back 2 Clementi 2 collect the pics....met my cousin Tracy and her cousin Jessie @ the Clementi bus stop...dragged them 2 accompany me 2 go collect my fotos...sat @ Mc's 2 c the pics and talk cock 4 a while....took 106 back 2 hm...arrived hm @ ard 9+...
I cldn't wait 2 c the pics and since i had time 2 spare and am using my bus stamp...might as well lah... =)

I think Angelfire.com has a problem with me!! i started 2 accounts with them...and each time they stopped me frm posting pics on my blog... Y???
R there some other websites i can go 2? =)

Am really frustrated with mum as well...
Wasn't well yest...Vomited and had diarrhea...Dad said it might b gastric flu...so i stayed @ hm and slept the whole day...
Went 2 work 2day...Aunty Martha and the rest advised me 2 go c a doc coz i might spread the virus 2 them...so i called mum and told her i was gonna c a doc and then come hm and rest...she asked me whether i was feeling better...i said yes..then she asked me y is there a need 2 c a doc since i was feeling better...so i told her i was advised 2 coz i might spread the virus 2 the rest of the pple in the office...the nest question was whether i can claim the money bak frm the church after i c the doc...i said i dunno...but i'll go 2 the polyclinic coz it's cheaper...
Sigh...feel like mum cares more abt the money than my health...

This week was really crazy!

Mon - went down 2 SMSS 2 help out in E-Life...it's this REW (religious emphasis week) event...it's stands for eternal life..yah...went down with Ailing 2 help out as counsellors...met Chloe and Alexia there as well..heh... got 2 noe Pastor Glenn Lim frm COOS...amazing testimony by this gal called Grace... very encouraging! =)
Met Carole 4 BS after the event... it's really gd 2 c her so hungry 4 the Word... =)

Tue - was supposed 2 go 4 PWF (pastoral workers' fellowship) @ the cathedral but 4got all abt it...heh...all 3 of us... went back 2 the office and did some more mission trip admin stuff...

Wed - SMSS again...last day of E-Life...the gals were not so self-conscious that day... Pastor Glenn shared abt the Father's love... he was prompted 2 write a letter from a father 2 his daughter... it was really moving... i 2 was touched by the msg...many of the gals who put up their hands during the altar call had problems with their dads...
Think was supposed 2 meet Carole 4 BS again coz she didn't hv 2 work..but i didn't hv time 2 prep coz i called it off...

Thu - went down 2 Henderson Sec 2 help out with their post-exam activities...AL and i prep games 4 them...like Taboo, charades, and win-lose-or-draw....abt 20 students per slot...we did 2 slots (8-10am, 11am-1pm)...the students were pretty receptive...but it was really tiring 2 b looking after 20 sec 1 to sec 3 students for 2 hrs... now i truly noe i DUN ever wanna b a teacher!!! the 2nd session had a gal, Ruzanna, who was frm the Rainbows programme... =) really glad 2 c her! after we dismissed them some sec 3 gals stayed 2 play Taboo with us... they're v funny! =)
Went back 2 church after tt 2 collect money 4 the mission trips... feel like a loan shark! had my last Revelations class at nite till 945pm... long long day....was totally drained....

Fri - collected the last of the mission trip $$...went down 2 park lane shpooing mall 2 meet Siew Lin's mum 2 collect the air tix 4 the Philippines team... then rushed back 2 collect $$ frm Vikram's dad...but missed him... he left the cheque and cash with aunty helen tho..
Oh! met Janet and Anne as well 2gether with p. Ian and AL... they're so nice!! think we'll hv fun in Laos!! =)

Sat - had time 2 relax and prep BS 4 cell...but we didn't hv BS in the end...coz i was feeling lazy and tired...heh...
Sue-Anne, Eric and HY came 2 church 2 do the camp pub stuff...stayed with them...left 2gether @ abt 6+... pretty fun! managed 2 get 2 noe Eric a little bit...

2day - prayed with Shin Yee, Huiyi and Michelle during cell...then had lunch @ HV @ the noodle house...ice-cream @ Bellagio (is tt how u spell it?) then 2 SY's place 2 rot...heh...finally had my orr-nee 2day!!! happy!!! was craving 4 it like frm 2 weeks ago...finally got 2 eat it 2day!! hahahaha!!

Hvn't talked 2 Moo in a long time coz he was bz with projs and revision 4 his exams....really miss talking 2 him...miss the late nite fone calls..heh...
Tmr's his last paper! yeah! hope 2 meet him since it's my off day 2 but he wanna go hm and rest... he deserves it lah...had been wking so hard and sleeping @ wierd hrs in the morning... will try 2 meet him during the week... =)

Will meet my god-bro and my god-niece tmr... =) prob in the afternoon...i need my beauty sleep... hee..

A really CUTE recent pic of my 6-mth old god-niece... =)

Prophesy?....

Was really blessed 2 witness the slavation and baptism of Youya's grandma... it's really amazing how God works...how He used pple like Aunty Laura and Uncl Yan (who hv experience in intercessions like this) 2 touch her life...and the timing is really wonderful...God's timing is really wonderful!

Uncle Yan was mentioning in the car on the drive back 2 church frm Youya's grandma's place tt after watching it'll soon b my turn 2 intercede 4 pple in this way...tt was the 1st time someone entioned s/thing like tt 2 me...

Was talking 2 Emily after Revelations class yest and she told me tt Youya's grandma's story was really amazing...then she heard tt pple who follow Aunty Laura ard will get their turn 2 intercede and pray 4 pple 2 receive Christ @ their deathbeds...i mean...not nec in tt way...but like...yah...intercede 4 pple lah...and she said maybe it'll b my turn 2 pray 4 pple in situations like this...

Was thinking abt wat she said on my way hm...then the song Making A Difference came 2 me...

I want to run to the altar
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap between the living and the dead

Yah...i really wanna stand in the gap between the living and the dead...coz God is the God of the living and not the dead (Matt 22:32)...
I really do wanna c pple get saved b4 they go and meet our Creator... =)

Yup yup...will pray abt it...hee...

If u're reading this, pls pray 4 God 2 provide finances 4 my Laos trip coz gotta pay in 2 weeks time... Thnx!! Am really going in faith this time...in the past the major reason 4 not going 4 mission trips is coz of $$...yah... =)

She passed away early yest morning...
But God really has His way and timing...
She became His daughter and got her name written in the Book of Life b4 she went Home to be with Him...
Thank God 4 that.... =)

Woah....

2day was a pretty mad rush...sending emails, confirming flights 4 the mission trips, type out stuff...
It's gd 2 b bz...makes me feel useful...heh...wierd i noe...but i do feel more useful if i hv things 2 do...

Anyway...Youya called me @ 1+ in the afternoon 2 say tt her grandma's discharged and tt she is in critical condition...the doc said she has only a few days 2 live...so it'll b gd 4 Aunty Laura and Uncle Yan 2 go down 2 preach 2 her in Cantonese...
So we went down 2 her grandma's place @ ard 5+...went 2 her rm 2 c her...she's attached 2 the respirator and looks like she has difficulty breathing...she's really weak...so weak tt she can't even turn her head...heard frm Youya's mum tt her grandma cld still talk yest but she juz cldn't 2day...
Uncle Yan felt tt he shld get everyone outta the rm and close the door, leaving juz him and Aunty Laura....which was exactly wat he did...guess they prayed 4 her....then he opened the door 2 let us in again...we prayed in tongues...
Uncle Yan cld sense tt she had accepted Jesus as her Lord and Saviour...so he spoke 2 her and confirmed it...he then asked 4 a glass of water so tt he cld baptize her by sprinkling...After tt we cld c tt she's more alert...her eyes were open the whole time...b4 we started praying she looked v drowsy...

It's really amazing how God works and how He uses His pple 2 do His wk...i told Uncle Yan that there was a string of Buddha beads near her bed and abt the altar on the living rm...Uncle Yan said he wasn't bothered by these things at all coz our God is greater than any of these things...we r serving a living God... Amen!!

It was a really gd experience...how the Holy Spirit moves and work when we allow Him 2....yah....

God has really been revealing more and more of Himself 2 me....and everytime He does...i'll b so awed..... =)

Woah!!
"...With man this is impossible, but with God ALL things are possible." Matt 19:26

Pictures!!

These r the pics frm the retreat on Wed... check them out!


My 1st prawn!!


Seth and the prawns we caught!


Lunch time!!

Retreat #2... =)

Went fishing @ Pasir Ris Park with P. Ian, Seth and AL...
We caught prawns...bbqed them....had tt 4 lunch! 2gether with AL's egg-mayo sandwiches, P. Ian's chicken rice chili and his famous pickled onions, and the chips i brought... =) Yum yum!!! very satisfying...
It's juz a day of nua-ing....slacking...hehe...all we did was fish and eat... =P

Throughly felt tt God provided....the gd weather...the prawns...the great fellowship...
All these things r not possible w/o God...can't rely on our own abilities...our own strength...

He reminded me tt He is my strength when i am weak during Staff devotion 2day...
Lewis was sharing on Matt 11:28-30...tt we dun hv 2 carry unnecessary load (burdens) or face physical and emotional fatigue (weariness) alone....Jesus said 2 go 2 Him....His love is free...it's unconditional...
U noe...a york is a piece of wood which is placed on the shoulders of 2 oxen and this enables them 2 carry heavy loads...
Jesus said tt his york is light...we r on 1 side of the york and Jesus is on the other side...We r carrying the load 2gether...

But only when we r weak can Jesus help us...
So often we go abt doing our own things...trying 2 slove our problems with our own strength and our own wisdom...and getting frustrated and anxious...only when we stop struggling...and totally surrender 2 God in weakness is He able 2 come alongside us...
He said in v. 29...2 learn frm Him...He went 2 the Father in prayer and He prays 2 receive frm the Father...if Jesus - the Son of Man and Son of God is able 2 juz go 2 the Father in prayer and petition...so muz we...

Psalm 62:5-8 says tt if we want spiritual rest, go 2 Him....4 His york is ez and His burden is light...

You are my strength when I am weak....i noe this is frm a song...but izzit in the bible as well? in Psalms?...hm...
Apparently not...asked P. Dan and he said it's not frm the bible...if he says dun hv then it's really not there lah...
sigh...i cld hv sworn i saw it somewhere....nvm... =)

Another Revelation...

Had ministry meeting as usual with P. Ian and AL ...and AL was juz sharing tt during the wedding service she attended last Sat, she received a picture and a verse for the couple...but she didn't tell them coz many pple were already sharing wat they heard God say...and it's somewhere along the same lines...

Felt really fortunate...u noe...like xing fu...
It's so different being a Christian....hving bdays as a Christian....marrying in a church....it's juz so different...
Pple coming along side u and praying 4 u on ur bday....pple hearing God speak and sharing wat God had said 2 them on ur wedding day....
Fellowship.....Family....we're all one big family in Christ! haha...sorrie...sound very duh....but it really means a lot 2 me... =)

U noe the picture P. Ian had during a particular youth service...can't remember which one...
Anyway....he saw a picture of a test-tube and a jug pouring into the test-tube and it was juz over-flowing...it's God saying tt we're like test-tubes and He's like the jug....pouring His blessings into our lives and coz we're so small and He has so many things 2 give us...the belssings overflow and in turn we bless others ard us....
It's a cycle....God pours His abundant blessings in2 my life...it overflows and I bless someone else...and tt person overflows and blesses someone else....and it juz goes on....it's a beautiful thing isn't it?

God reveals different things 2 different pple @ different pts in their lives....
Guess God is showing me His great love....His love for His pple....and His pple's love for one another...
God is love....He created us outta love...His unfailing love....
The question is not abt y God luvs us.... We were beautifully created in His love....He created us so tt we can hv a relationship with Him...He didn't luv us AFTER He had created us...He loved us even before He created us...

What a wonderful God! So giving! So loving!

In AWE of You we worship
And stand AMAZED at Your GREAT love
We're changed from glory to glory
We've st our hearts on You our God

It's juz blows me away!! God's luv 4 us....so BIG...so PERFECT!!
Yest's staff meeting we watched a video on homosexuality....felt really sad...dunno y...do u think God is saddend by this as well?....
Had BS with Carole...was still in awe tt God works in mysterious ways...tt the God tt we're wroshipping is a Living God!! Who speaks 2 us.....who luvs us...who comforts us...like a Friend...wow...
So during BS i was juz going on and on abt how God doesn't condemn...we were looking @ Luke 19...abt Zacchaeus the tax collector...Jesus wanted 2 stay @ Zacchaeus house even tho he was regarded as a sinner by the pple.... and then i was juz going on and on how God luvs us juz as we r...tt he doesn't condemn... Carole thot i was crazy...heh...
But i can't help it....am juz so blown away by how God luvs us....how big His luv is...u noe... it's really difficult 2 fathom with our tiny human brains how much He luvs us...how great His luv is....
The world judges us...by how we look...how we dress...our sexual orientation...how cool we r...how much money we have...how big our house is...wat car we drive... But God juz luvs us as we r...He looks @ our heart... He hates the sin but He luvs US!!!!! We're so precious 2 Him u noe....

I dunno...hehe...i'm juz so awestruck....like...wow....He's such a Big God...and i'm 1 outta a trillion pple on earth...and He luvs ME!! He luvs US!! He noes us by name...

sorrie...am blabbering again...heh...
I'm still in awe lah.... if u c me in a daze and going on and on abt how great God is liks a crazy person....noe tt i'm still in amazement.....

Wow....... =)

God is really Awesome!
P. Ian, Ailing and I had morning devotion this morning and we were juz praying 4 the youth leaders....and i was juz really irritated...since yest...tt Satan always come between u and God when u hv made the decision 2 follow Him or give Him ur life or juz say yes 2 s/thing tt God wants u 2 do.... That rat will always b there 2 discourage u frm following God...

Amazingly....i'm still in awe by the way....wow....God is so....WOW!!! anyway...i received the word... frm Romans 8:28-39... particularly v. 31 and 37.... juz then P. Ian's fone rang so he went out 2 ans it...so we stopped praying 4 a while...AL then asked me whether God said anything 2 me...so i told her abt the passage and tt God said if He is 4 us, who can b agst us...coz we're more than conquerors thru Him who luved us...
P. Ian came in after the fone call and AL told him tt i received a word frm God...i told him and he showed me his notebk... tt was exactly wat he had written down b4 the fone rang - "We are more than conquerors in God"....
AL received the same thing on Mon and she entered it in her blog....
Wow...it's so amazing how God spoke the same thing to 3 different pple...

AL then prayed 4 me...4 wisdom and knowledge........His wisdom and His knowledge....coz we can't do things juz based on our puny human minds....heh....

Another revelation......u noe when we say tt we submit our all 2 God....this doesn't juz mean our relationships, our finances, or family......it's mean our ALL...or EVERYTHING....even our THOTS!!!!! s/thing tt we can't control sometimes...we hv 2 submit them 2 God...
it's tough isn't it? =)
it really helps when u hv a grp of frens who can pray 4 u and keep u in track....2 think happi thots...think Godly thots...
P. Ian says devotion helps too!....begin each morning with God's Word...and align our thots with God's b4 we begin 2 do anything....

I'm struggling....i'm sure many of us r...but we're persevere....and allow God 2 change us...4 us 2 truly submit 2 Him...
Gotta pray!!!!!! =)

I was juz thinking abt Sam's prob...they hv differing views on their future 2gether...
Like her bf wanna retire @ 30 and live on the rent tt he can collect frm his property, and hv chickens running ard in their backyard...he wanna stay in a rustic cottage in the countryside, 35 mins away frm the city, by car....
She, on the other hand, wanna work and hv enuf $ 2 come back 2 Sg 2 visit her family and frens...she thinks tt he lacks ambition and tt he doesn't noe wat he wants 2 do with his life...
It's more than tt actually....2 long 2 type it out...heh...

Is this an inherent prob betw couples? do couples hv 2 share the same vision 4 the future? coz they've been living 2gether and HE wants 2 marry her soon (they're both 22)...but she doesn't wanna b tied down @ such a young age...she has yet 2 finish her degree and find work...and she doesn't wanna retire @ 30 and hv chickens running ard n her house...she doesn't wanna live in a rustic cottage in the countryside so far away frm civilization....
She's now hving doubts abt their relationship and wanna find another guy 2 test whether she truly luvs her bf or not...
As i listened 2 her yest...i told her tt she can't open another door b4 the one in Perth is closed.... I wanted 2 tell her 2 pray abt the relationship...coz she's not sure whether he's the One 4 her...but they're both not Christians...
So u think it'll b easier 4 Christians 2 deal with s/thing like this? wld it b different if God was the centre of their relationship? not tt i think non-Christians do not hv fulfilling relationships...juz tt it comes so naturally 2 me now 2 say tt we shld go 2 God abt this and ask Him wat we shld do or whether tt guy or gal is the One He had chosen 4 us...

I'm confused...heh... =p

Basically rotted @ hm yest...coz was my off day! heh... =) had dinner with mum and dad...was pretty gd...considering i hardly spend time @ hm now tt i'm wking...

oh! grandma might b coming 4 the chinese/cantonese svc this Sun! so exciting rite? coz she asked me whether i need 2 wk on Sundays as well..told her i juz hv 2 go 4 svc...asked her whether she wanna go..she said okie..provided my uncle takes her along when he drives my cousins 2 church...so tt my grand-dad (who's an anti-christ) wldn't suspect...
Oh! did i mention he asked me whether i've found a job? i didn't noe wat 2 say coz he'll kick up a big fuss if i were 2 tell him i'm wking in church...so i shook my head... it's not like i'm ashamed 2 b wking in church but he'll juz flip if he found out tt my cousins and i r Christians!
Anyway...i might b sitting in with grandma if she were 2 come 4 svc on Sun...but the chinese/cantonese svc is @ 11.15am (after youth)...so if she were 2 come with my cousins, wat is she gonna go betw 9 - 11.15am? hm...

Yah...P. Ian, AL and i had ministry meeting @ cafe 211 @ HV...was a refreshing change frm church lah...church was 2 noisy and dusty anyway (undergoing construction)...
Then met Samantha 4 dinner and coffee...hv known Sam since i was Sec. 2...she's facing prob with her bf back in Perth lah...yah...juz providing a listening ear...hvn't seen her in a long time...not since she came back abt a mth ago...heh...
Had a great time catching up... =) took a pic...check it out!

Hihi!

Yest was pretty fulfilling... had BS with Carole...4got 2 close in prayer coz we were talking and sharing and we rushed outta the office... dun wanna get locked in again...hehe...
dinner with AL, Vic, Carole, Jim2 and Tham @ Clementi...then went back 2 church 4 CE course on Revelations while the rest went 4 IDC...the speaker's frm SBC (S'pore Bible College) and he's rite! the turnout was really gd (was 165 when i last heard frm Karen...)! he said tt we gotta hold courses on knowing God's will 2 attract the youth coz they wanna noe who they're gonna marry and which college they're gonna go...and if we wanna attract the old pple, we hold courses on Revelations coz they wanna noe when the end is here... =) okie...it's not funny when i say it...sigh...
Juz took an online test - How funny are you?....the result: i'm not funny @ all! haha! so sad rite? =)

Anyway...yah...Revelations...was only the background info yest...he's pretty gd! =) will tell u guys more as i learn over the next 4 weeks okie? =)

Met Stephan and Pris 4 lunch with AL 2day...coz Stephan was gonna leave 2nite...yah...
He's really nice and chatty! am really glad coz my ex best fren's bf is so boring! he answers u in monosyllables...sigh...
anyway...yah...he's really nice! hope he'll b back soon... =)
Met Jud 4 dinner @ HV...went jalan jalan @ the new HV shopping place... =) saw many nice things...on a lookout 4 her pressie...heh....
Sorrie Jud! hvn't got ur pressie yet... will give u later k?... =)

Went hm...and discovered this getai downstairs!!! wah lao!!! so bloody noisy!! it's supposed 2 b some deity's bday lah...
so loud!!! so noisy!! brings back memories...was like this when i was studying 4 my 'A's...they were also hving some celebration 4 some deity's bday....think it's the same one...and they had the getai and the loud Chinese and Hokkien songs!!! so irritating!!! it's already 1030 and they're still going strong....hopefull they'll end soon lah...aiyoh.....